My beautiful black Labrador has always loved other life whatever form it comes in! He loves cats & other dogs & kittens/cats! When he was still a puppy over 10 years ago, he found & almost nurtured a tiny field mouse in the park - The mouse didn't try & run he just let the dog nuzzle his fur & they were in no rush to part! Rabbits too, he just loves other animals & I am so lucky to have been blessed with such a wonderful dog & I know it!!! The woman in the Maximal unboxing is my carer & not Diana - Julie is still around & my best friend in the world! She didn't know how to handle me when Diana died, no one did - My heart is broken & now I try to remember the good times we shared...........Nothing will bring Diana back, we had only 8 months together! She lived next door to me for 4 & a half years but we both failed to say that we really liked each other until August 2018!! The laughter began & never stopped, we were inseparable as our lives suddenly took a turn for the better - The happy times lasted until Friday 29 March 2019 when I found Diana dead in her flat next door! I must admit that I find it easy to talk about her now - a few months alone was the best way for me to be able to talk openly about her............ We knew we would always be together - The first woman that completely captured my heart in all of my 53 years & the only woman that understood me completely! We would have married this year in the Autumn..........Then off to meet her family for holiday & honeymoon in Lithuania!! I would do anything to have her back here, although we still lived in our own flats, Diana was here every night & my memories are of experiencing so much happiness that she brought me! I hope she is resting peacefully - I talk to her every day & occasionally cry a few tears when alone, but talking to her helps me heal just a little bit more............. I wouldn't wish this on anyone - The pain knows no bounds - You have to learn to cope & it does get easier & I would swap places with her no question - She was only 38 We both loved music, cooking together, eating out just simple things in life....... Treasure your loved ones & partners - I learned a painful lesson here & it should never have happened with the right care but that's another story............ Sleep Tight My Baby xxxx
Lol! No!! Named after Diana as she would call my Orange Cat Botel W'Orange in her accent! Sadly Botel was run over in Feb 1 month before Diana died........
